this is a very special post. i personally dedicate it to a friend that misunderstand a "situation". she's a very great and special friend to me. okay, here it goes. all the way to you, pal...
i think that i didn't really come clean with you the other day that's why you've got it all wrong. it's mainly my fault, so don't feel bad, okay? actually, that day i was trying to tell you that you were actually "some-sort-ditching" our other friend, and not me. you know who she is. she felt very upset about this issue. she didn't wanna tell you because you know her, she's not that kind of person. so, i wanted to tell you by myself on behalf of her. i know it's kinda dumb, right? i don't feel like telling you this on the phone or face to face because i'm afraid that i'll make you upset about it. and, yes, i know that i've hurt you very badly. i'm really really sorry. i hope you accept my apology. she's a very nice friend and i know that you know it too. i know it's hard for you to split yourselve for two groups of friends that you really love. because both group of friends are the one's that you really love spending time with, right? so just try to solve this problem now. i don't want this problem to last until next year. it will effect our studies. maybe not yours, but mine's will. you have to realise that sometimes things just don't work out the way it's suppose to be. i try my very best to hide this problem, but i just can't stand it anymore. yes, i know, sometimes i show my anger to you by not talking to you, etc... but i didn't mean it, i just can't help it. you just have to understand. this is who i really am. i hope you read this post and accept my apology. don't let our "other" friend know. she have no idea that this happened...
if you read this post, please leave a comment/message. if not, i assumed that you never read this post at all and you didn't forgive me although you did.
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"Humans Make Mistakes"