Heartbreaks and Love Songs.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Sunway Lagoon With The Buddies.

Summer crumbles are love. :)

Holla!

I went out to Sunway Lagoon with Sis, Zhen Ni, Wei Qin, Denise and Sek on Wednesday (October 25). Justin and Sze Jie couldn't make it as planned due to personal reasons. Sis and I were an hour late cause there were some complications, and we are still sorry that we couldn't be there to pick Denise and Zhen Ni.

Anyways, I had fun with them. All of them made me ride Tomahawk, the ride that goes 360 degrees, as soon as we got in there. The first ride to start off the day without breakfast and with my fear of heights. Then, we proceeded to other rides and we were desperate to get wet, so we spent most of our time at the water park. We didn't take much pics cause we left our belongings in the lockers. Oh and speaking of that, something funny happened. 20 cents! *inside joke* And photo credits goes to Zhen Ni. Definitely ditched my DSLR at home cause I didn't want to risk it getting wet.

Us after changing, before proceeding to Sunway Pyramid around 3 pm.

We headed straight to Jusco's food court cause everyone was starving, except for me. I was just dying for a cold drink. But in the end, everyone forced me to gobble something down. So, Zhen Ni dragged me to get some sushi and I managed to fill my tummy with 3 sushis.

Sis.

Yours truly.

Denise.

Wei Qin, the BFF. :)

Sek, who had Wan Ton noodles, claypot chicken rice, Kit Kat and some weird Japanese food all at a time. Yeah, he was THAT hungry. :D

Rating: 9/10

Watched Disney's A Christmas Carol with the girls after our meal. The guys had to leave early, so they didn't join us. I LOVED the movie! It was so awesome, although I haven't get my hands on the book yet. I would definitely watch it over and over again every Christmas. Correction: I love DISNEY movies. I loved how every single one of them brings out so many emotions in me and made me feel like a kid again. I laughed, cried and got scared while watching that movie. So Sek, why didn't you really like it? :(

YouTube update!:

Posted up another cover on YouTube. Covered Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship featuring Leighton Meester. I enjoyed doing the cover, so I hope you guys like it. :)

Love this cover of Fly With Me by the Jonas Brothers done by jaredandmarissa. The dude, Jared plays drums, electric guitar, bass and piano. The girl, Marissa plays the piano and took over the lead vocals. Awesome cover, I must say. :D

Submitted my cover of Fifteen by Taylor Swift for the YouTube's Got Talent 2009 finals. I got selected as one of their finalists, but I didn't make it to their confirmed finalists. Well, at least I was one of the finalists. Thank you for watching my videos and increasing my views for that video. :)

An acoustic cover of The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls on AOL Music. And I'm currently in love with Paul DiGiovanni, the super cute lead guitarist of the band. I posted this on my Twitter page: "Dear Paul DiGiovanni (@paulBLG) of Boys Like Girls, I think you're VERY cute. Love, a fan you've never met before from Malaysia. :D". I hope he reads it. And I think that Martin Johnson is cool. I love the way he blogs (http://www.martinsays.com/). But no worries, I still love Joe Jonas the most. ;D

That's all for now. Until my next update, toodles! :) Take care everyone. Have a good holiday.

P.S: Christmas is just less than a month away. Yipeeee! :D

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"Sometimes in life, you face the moments that are harder than others"

-quoted by Nick Jonas.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Heartache.

Broken edges.

The room is in pin-drop silence. The whirling of the fan blades and splats of rainwater on the window filled the still air with rhythm. The cool breeze that swept past the cracks of the half-closed door gave tremendous goosebumps to the epidermis of the skin. I sat in bitterness, watching droplets of water slip down the glass.

Where is this road taking us?

We are going no further, nor nearer. Go straight ahead, like what people would advice. But no. We just have to take detours along our journey. We just have to pick up the pieces of mistakes others left in a trail and find faults. We just expect people to know what are on our minds and care for us. We say stupid hurtful things that get us all into a brawl. We put on an immature act to have others notice us in their very eyes. These are all unintentional but could be avoided, if both parties would gladly raise the white flag and give in.

Is this all worth it?

What happens if this is the reason for broken hearts and lost friendships? It is such a shame to throw something beautiful and delicate into a trash can. It takes years to build one tough friendship, and to get at least on true friend is one in a million. However, the immature acts and harsh words spat tore down the bridge to one's friendship in an instant.

So where do we stand now?

Having to see us crossed with each other isn't a pretty sight at all. One slight misunderstanding/mistake could lead us into a conflict, thus makes us say words we swore we will never say to that particular person. Tears of anger and sadness would be shed, leaving us standing at opposite sites bitter.

Would there be a chance to turn back time?

Maybe it is not about you and me all these time. Maybe it is about me and my foolish acts. I am the one trying to travel back to time ever so desperately to rewind back the fond memories I had throughout this year. I became an ass, a jerk, an idiot; anything you would like to address me. I put on an act in front of almost everyone I knew, because I couldn't find me. I have been searching for who I truly am for 16 years, and yet, still no luck. I don't know if I will ever find the real me, the real life that I want. For now, I am living a life full of pain and sadness deep inside, but on the surface, I make life as lovely as an island vacation. I feel lost at so many points of life, as though I am standing on a street with loads of signboards telling me where to go to next but I am never sure of which way to take. I take the wrong ways all the time.

Do you feel my pain?

I have taught myself to keep everything away from everyone this year because someday people will get sick and tired of the sad emo life you made. Have this ever crossed your mind? Somehow, I stopped believing that your true friends will be there through your ups and downs with you because no one did show me that quality of a friend. I have only very few friends that will be there everytime I needed company, but like I said, they will too get tired of sticking around with me after some time. They have their own lives and problems too. So why not take a chance to stand up on my both feet when I can because as I grow, friends will be outworn, just like your shoes as you grow older.

Keep it to yourself.

Don't tell me some bullshit after reading this because you have no idea what am I ranting about all the way. I am just being crappy and moody like I have been throughout the year. You may call me a bitch or a drama queen, but you have no idea what I have gone through, so shut up and move on with your blissful life. I don't if anyone's ever gonna read this, but this is what that has been on my mind for a few months and I am glad that I have the opportunity to let part of it out. You have no idea how good I feel now. Not good, just better.

Go ahead and waste your days with thinking

When you fall everyone stands

Another day and you've had you fill of sinking

With the life held in your

Hands are shaking cold

These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along, like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along, just to make it through

Move Along by the All-American Rejects

But you don't know what you got til it's gone

And you don't know what it's like to feel so low

Everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow

You don't even know

No, no

You don't even know

A Little Bit Longer by the Jonas Brothers

Holding on, the days drag on

Stupid girl, I should have known

I should have known

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you and your white horse

To come around

White Horse by Taylor Swift

It's been awhile since I cried like this.

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Whatever it takes.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Before It's Too Late.

Travel back to time.

Hey guys! :P

How's your weekend treating you? Mine's just plain awesome! :D Went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday to watch the 11.30 am show of 2012 with Aunt Yvonne, her boyfriend and Sis since Mom and Dad are still in Guangzhao, China. They also paid for my breakfast (popcorn + large Coke) brought me and Sis for lunch at Sakae Sushi and bought us Cecilia Ahern's The Book of Tomorrow. I owe them big time. :D

Rating: 9/10

This is an amazing movie, like seriously! I was at the edge of the seat all the time, literally. There were a few scenes that made me sob silently in the dark theater hall. The movie reminded me to appreciate the people that are dear to me because you would never know when the world would come to an end. Well, I kinda believe that the world might end sooner due to the excruciating climate change, but not too soon. So, live life to the best before everything comes to an end. :)

Today, Aunt Yvonne and her boyfriend sent me to Subang Parade for my one-hour piano replacement class at 12 pm. After that, I headed back home and watched telly until now. At the meantime, I tweeted and watched videos on YouTube. Now, this is what I call a perfect Sunday.

PLEASE CHECK OUT Shauna's rendition of What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts. It's her first cover she uploaded on YouTube, so if you would like to comment go, click here. :)

That's all for now, peeps. Keep checking in for more updates. Have a great holidays and don't put the free time to waste. :P Goodbye for now!

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Encouragingly discouraging.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Year 2009's Last Day Of School, November 13.

Time.

The remedy for broken hearts.

What's up, peeps?

Apparently, yesterday wasn't my last day of school cause I went back to school today to finish up the rack we built yesterday with the Scouties! :D Ah, my all-time favorite peeps. :)

Today, there are more pics compared to yesterday cause yours truly, of course, is the photographer on-duty today. :P Grab the pics, but remember to give the credits. :)

Sis so-called being shy. LOL.

Zhen Ni concentrating on tying the wood.

Kelly, Denise and Sze Jie taking a break.

Sze Jie and Denise.

Denise used the wood on purpose to cover the huge pimple on her nose. :D

People at work.

Guo Hao doing a last-minute check on the rack.

The rack with the woods.

We dug holes in the ground to make a draining system so that water will flow efficiently to the drain during the rainy days.

All our hard work paid off. :)

Such an awesome thing to do to end the schooling days of year 2009. The Scouties made my day, like always. :)

Joe Jonas looking hot, SMOKIN' H-O-T! See the DSLR he hung on his left shoulder and the football he's holding on his left hand? We have the same passion: football and photography! How awesome is that? 8D

Oh, currently I am addicted to Tap Tap Revenge and I can't help but to play everyday. Dang, even my thumbs are sore from the game. :P And and, tuition classes are officially over for the year too! TGIF. Fridays are loves. ?)

That's all for now peeps! Have a great holiday and enjoy them before the next year begins. To the SPM and STPM candidates, good luck and all the best to you guys. :)

Love this cover of Fireflies by Owl City. This girl, Tiffany Alvord is amazing! :D

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The heat of the sun and the droplets of rainwater on my skin.

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Sunway Lagoon With The Buddies.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Heartache.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Before It's Too Late.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Year 2009's Last Day Of School, November 13.