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I totally miss blogging.  :(




I know my blog is gonna be dead - again; but I will try to update as much as possible. Can't go online much cause I'm working.



There's a difference here, right? Yup, changed my blog skin cause the previous one that I like have some problems. But this one is not too bad either.  =) 




I just listened to Please Be Mine by The Jonas Brothers yesterday. It's a really great song.  ;) Currently addicted to it. Oh, and check out  Taylor Swift's Love Story. That song is sweet!




Please Be Mine: Jonas Brothers 


They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
Oh, no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine





Love Story: Taylor Swift



We were both young
When I first saw you
I closed my eyes
And the flash back starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

I see the lights
See the party the ballgowns
I see you make your way
Through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
'Till my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Beggin' you, please don't go

And I said
Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So I sneak out
To the garden to see you
We keep quiet
Cause we're dead if they new
So close your eyes
Just keep this down for a little while

Cause you were Romeo
I was a Scarlett Letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was beggin' you, please don't go

And I said
Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo save me
They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult
But it's real
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting
Wounderin' if you were ever comin' around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
Romeo save me
I've been feelin' so alone
I keep waiting for you
But you never come
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think
He kneels to the ground
And pulls out a ring

And says
Marry me Juliet
You never have to be alone
I love you
And that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Cause we were both young
When I first saw you




Okay. Before I go, I'll do a tag.  :)  So that you won't miss me so much when I don't update much.


Rules :

* Pick your birth month .
Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
* Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
* Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
* Tag 10 people

January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized.Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.



June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor...





February;
My birth month




Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.








Yikes! Gotta run. Will update more. Just keep checking in for updates.  :D







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I can't stop my heart from calling you.

The Little Piece Of Heaven. 8D










My favorite time of the year is coming! :)






Oh, Club Med is just SO fantastic!





Went there yesterday to deliver some liquor with my parents. Plus, it's my first time there! Man, the G.O.s (Guest Officers) there are so friendly! Me and sis were like sitting at the bar area, waiting for my parents to finish their meeting with the new manager there. It was really boring to sit there, staring around. But not until the friendly staffs came by. I've made six new friends!






-A local dude, but I can't remember his name.
-Marthen (Jakarta)
-Riffiki (Jakarta)
-Julie (Korea)
-Erica (Korea)
-Ally (Korea)





I like Erica very much. She told me lots of stuff. Like, the fact that she didn't like to speak in English. She said that she don't feel comfortable speaking English, but she have to. Ally asked me whether I could swim. I said no, and immediately she shrieked and said, "I can't swim too!" and laughed. She was like, "Man, I wished it didn't rain. I wanna learn how to swim!!!!" I love the G.O.s that I met. I WANNA GO BACK TO CLUB MED, CHERATING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!






Sorry, it was raining the whole time I was there, so I didn't take any pics. It wasn't a pretty weather to do photography for me. And I was so busy talking to the G.O.s there. :D







Bring me to Club Med, please, Mommy and Daddy!!! Hee.







P.S: OMG, I so want the Gibson Les Paul 2008 Standard Electric Guitar!!!!!!





Decorating the Christmas tree every year is a must for me. =P




If it can just be me and you in the middle of nowhere...








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The purpose of life is to fight maturity.

A Fresh New Look.











I simply love my blog now. :)







I can stare at the main page for a few minutes without taking my eyes of the computer screen. I don't know why, I think this new skin is just the one I'm looking for. It has colors, lambs and have a totally outstanding design. Thanks to this blogskin's designer, DancingSheep. She's really an awesome person! So, what do you think of the new look?






Oh, guess what? Joe Jonas is currently together with actress Camilla Belle who is in their music video Lovebug. Damn. He's off the single market- again! Hopefully it's just a rumour. :)










Sunrise. The beginning of a new day. Hopefully, everyday things will get better.










There will always be a better way to solve the problem.









I miss the good times we had in 2007. :)







I just want to be with you.











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Things might just get better; who knows?
I'm lucky you died, bitch.

Sorry.











I’m a problematic 15-year-old teenager. Yes, I am.




I have no idea what’s wrong with me lately, I don’t know why I’m behaving childishly. I felt that I’m being a jerk lately. I don’t know what the hell is my problem. I swear, I don’t know.




Mom and dad, if you guys are reading this; I have no idea why I’m behaving in such manner. When either you guys scold me for the –huge and tiny– mistakes I’ve made, I get pissed. Like, really pissed. It’s just like a sudden emotion that takes over me. I don’t know why. When you guys ask for a favor, I rolled my eyes behind your backs. Maybe you guys saw it, maybe you guys didn’t; but I swear, I didn’t want to do it, really.




I can see the disappointment and anger in both of your eyes when I reacted like that. I don’t want to behave like this, but I don’t know why I’m doing this. I feel like there’s someone trapped in my body. Someone else, but it’s not me. I know you guys have a rough time at work, and now that I’m an extra burden to you both, I feel guilty. I wanted to apologize face to face to you guys about this, but I have no guts to even talk about this. You know why, Mom and Dad? I feel ashamed of myself, cause I’ve been acting like a fool. I’m being selfish and not thinking of you guys. But I didn’t want to behave like this, it’s true. I know, I’m being a pain in the ass.





Believe me, Mom and Dad, I’m still your daughter, still your girl. I’m not turning into some bitchy bimbo 15 going 16 teenage girl. I am very sorry that I have to apologize this way, but this is what a coward would do if he/she wants to apologize so badly to his/her loved ones. I’m done explaining and apologizing. It’s up to you guys to believe whether I’m your old girl or your old girl wearing a new attitude that you guys dislike.






Broke your hearts, now I know.
Here I am, saying what I need to say.
Mom and Dad, you guys are the best parents in the world.
Therefore I apologize, for being a disappointment to both of you.
I’m sorry, from the bottom of my heart.
Believe me, I meant every word I typed.
I’m just human, I’m imperfect;
I make mistakes.











I wish I could be the same like the rest. To have what I want in life; to have someone like you.









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I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.

Total Madness. 8D

Title: Total Madness. 8D
I know a lot of people I know is crazy over the Twilight saga. It gets very addictive, right (to those of you who are reading/have done reading the saga)? I'm done reading the whole Twilight saga days ago. It only took me to finish all 4 books in 5 days. Well, Breaking Dawn is the thickest, so I took 2 days to finish it. ;D






Twilight





New Moon



Eclipse








Breaking Dawn





And I can't wait for the movie to premiere here in Malaysia (27th November 2008)!!!! So, mark your calendars!








The movie poster.


Bella Swan and Edward Cullen.


The Cullens.








Oh, oh oh! Guess what? I saw this on Just Jared.


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Taylor Swift Shares Joe Jonas Heartache
Wed, 05 November 2008



Country superstar
Taylor Swift was interviewed on Ryan Seacrest’s KIIS FM radio show on Tuesday morning. (Earlier this morning, she warned girls to stay away from ex-boyfriend Joe Jonas in her latest video blog.)


The 18-year-old songstress tells Ryan about what she did on election day, how she loves talk show host Ellen DeGeneres, admits that she was dating Joe Jonas and how the breakup affected her: “I’ve written about [the breakup] and I write about my life…that’s just how I deal with things. It’s tough and it’s been tough."

Taylor will appear on The Ellen DeGeneres Show on November 11th, the same day her new album Fearless hits stores.


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Damn, she's mean to tell other girls to stay away from him. Anyways, it's a good thing that Joe breaks up with her. xD I feel so mean saying that, but, oh well... x)







Oh, if only my boyfriend can carry me like this, just like Edward Cullen. xD





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If I can live forever, I would live to find a guy like Edward Cullen.