Little things could be many wonders if you look deeply into it.
Memories of 2008 came alive this morning around 12 am to 1 am.
I saw Qayyum online, and without further thoughts, I IM-ed him. We were catching up with each other's life. I tell him my secrets, he told me his. It's like exchanging gifts during Christmas, you know. And the conversation we had was one of the longest I have ever had while chatting with someone online. Gosh, we chatted about so many things. From relationships to friendships to ourselves to vacations and finally, to the memories of year 2008.
Oh yes, those unforgettable memories when we were 15. I would say that last year was my best year in high school, so far. It was fun and cheerful, and it never felt like we were sitting for a major government examination. I remember the days we used to have mini jam sessions in class whereby I will bring my guitar and it was passed around to be played with. And we used to have so-called "girl-talk" sessions where boys will be in, too. While the both of us were chatting, our conversation rekindled the memories buried way deep in my head. I could literally see the scene in our classroom in front of my very eyes. How I wish that I could use a time turner and go back to the happy days...
It was that conversation that made me realize I am never alone in this big world, although I assumed I am most of the time. I found out that there are small amount of people that will be giving me support until the very end, whether I need them or not. It was me all along, assuming that everyone thinks I do not exist. But like I said, I was just assuming. I do not have anything to prove that it is the truth. See, that is my main weakness. Always assuming, never bring my thoughts further. I do not try to find out why, because I always tell myself that I am alone in this world until the day I find my significant other. So, you better think twice before coming up to me and tell me directly in my face that I have a mature mind, or I'll slap you and tell you to take back your words. I am a deep thinker, but I certainly do not have a mature mind. I can reassure you, really.
I could not sleep after chatting with him cause I was thinking to myself why I am unable to take a detour and think out of the box for almost anything that comes into my head. See, I am a deep-thinker. I am strong-minded, and no one could stop me from what I want to do. Well, sometimes others might put me in the stubborn category, especially my parents. Aquarians are very determined people, that's the fact, and it appears to be true. So, if you don't really believe in horoscopes, you might want to think again.
After thinking to myself for such a long time, I remember what Qayyum said to me in the conversation, that he loves me (in a friend-to-friend way ONLY) and I am one of his best friends. Somehow, I feel less burden on my shoulders. I don't know, but what he said had an impact on me. A good impact. It is like a painkiller, somehow, cause I stopped thinking about everything else and fell asleep within 2 minutes. You see how effective what a friend said could be now? So, you might want to think again before you make a move to say anything to your friends cause what you said brings a big impact to one's feelings.
So, thank you Qayyum, for making me realize that there's so much more to live than just living in my own world. You are indeed a good friend. Okay, enough ranting from me. I complain too much, correct?
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Bringing back yesterday's memories alive.