I'm not suppose to blog now cause I'm rushing to finish off my History prject which is due on 30th April 2008 (Wednesday). Blah. Whatever. It's super boring to sit in front of the computer and type all the long sentences and stop whenever you haven't found out the information.
And I just realized that the mid-year exams are kicking off next week for the Form 3s. =S I'm nervous, scared, shaking, freaking out, you name it. I barely have time to study since I need to finish off the projects given. I hope my parents won't fire me nicely if I flunk any subjects. I don't wanna flunk any subjects, either. Please God, help me... T.T
I can't seem to study these days. My interest in studies is decreasing. I can't concentrate in class anymore. Is it a sign that I'm not interested in studying anymore? Or is it because of the class condition I'm in (my class is horribly noisy everyday)? Gah. I'm frustrated because of this bad habit of mine. >.< From January 2008 'til April 2008, I've took 9 Panadols, fell ill for about 5 to 6 times, faced lots of problems, cried almost every week and been emotional for almost everyday. This is abseloutely killing me! Why must all these happen during the year that I need to put my full heart and soul to study for the PMR? Why year 2008? Shucks. I feel so lost now. Where's the help when I need it? God, please help me. Please...
Time to ciao. Have to go do some revision and continue with my History project. Sorry for being so emotional today. I've been holding this "problem" for a long time and it's time I let it out. I feel a lil' bit better now. Bye. Take care, people. Have a great day...
Someone fly me off to Disneyland now... ='(
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Stressed. Frustrated. Lost.