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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

True Heart's Confession.



I did a hell lot of house chores today. After I ate my breakfast while watching E! News and The Daily 10, I did the laundry. Then, I water the plants. After that, I washed the toilet. Next, I cleaned up the entire living room, as in, every inch of the living room. Then, I swept and mopped the floor. About 5.10 pm, I cooked dinner. End of house chores after cooking dinner.



House chores to heal a broken heart? It helps just a little bit.



If I tell you that I'm okay everytime you ask, I'm just lying. How can I be okay after that? I'm not mad, but I'm just... I'm just upset. You see, ****** plays a big part in my life. Losing him is like losing Lamby (my lamb soft toy). And I'm not gonna hide my true feelings anymore. Now I am upset, lost, heartbroken and teary. I know, I should've just take it easy, but you know... It's kinda hard to take this easy. The words on IM to one another stabs me hard at the heart. Sad and emo love songs on the radio brings tears to my eyes. The pain on my fingertips relates to the pain that I'm feeling.



I don't need space, I just need time to heal. I just want to hear honest and sincere apologies. I just need love and support from others. I need a holiday getaway. Better still, I wanna pack up and leave this place for awhile. That's all I need and want. Nothing else.



I feel down and gloomy. I want to be in Disneyland, where happiness only exists there. I wanna write more songs and stories, to express my feelings. Mostly, I want my broken heart healed before the mid-term break ends.



I don't know what I just crapped about. Sorry if I offended any of you.




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It's the right time to sing my songs.
enjoyed life at 10:28 PM