I've been away from the world of blogging these days. Well, I've been busy with homework and stuff since trials are just 3 weeks away. Gosh, I'm really not prepared for the trial exam.
I just don't understand why am I so upset recently.
Maybe I'm just PMS-ing.
Maybe it's the fact that it is difficult for me to smile because of my injury.
Maybe smiling is really hard as time passes by.
Maybe you're the answer to every question that everyone asked me.
Maybe...
There's something lying deep down in my heart.
I've been thinking a lot lately and I came across this: why can't I keep my mouth shut? Can't I just be the shy and quiet girl that I used to be? Why do I have to say words that hurt people, or make the people around me worry, or attract special attention from others? I'm angry at myself for being selfish and greedy at times. Maybe this is why I'm so emo lately.
Gah. Just let me be emo. I'll be better soon. Anyways, wrote a new song two days ago. Check it out...
The One
[Verse 1]
Going through a rough day
But when you ring me up
And asked me how I am
You're the only person
Who seemed to care for me
It made me think of you
[Chorus]
Could you be the one
Who will make me smile?
Will you make me warm
With every of your touch?
Could you be the one
Who will hold me tight
Whenever I'm scared?
Could you be the one
That I'm looking for?
[Verse 2]
Whenever I'm alone
And you're with other girls
My heart will feel a twist
Is it just jealousy
And infatuation?
I got a feeling
That I'm in love with you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I wanna hold on to your heart
And never separate from you
Cause there's something inside of you
That lets me know not to let go
Turn around, I'm calling your name
[Chorus]
Yeah, you're the one
Who makes me smile
You make me warm
With every touch
Yeah, you're the one
Who'll hold me
When I'm afraid
Yeah, you're the one
I'm looking for
I wanna... meet the JoBros personally! I'm just being random. xP
I'm starting to miss The Click Five concert on June 7. Cutie Ethan, Pretty Boy Kyle, Sexaaaay Ben, Rocker Joe and Monster Joey. :D
.:.:.:.:$[u]E t[E]nG:.:.:.:.
Is it as simple as an infatuation?