Ohmygoshthisissofreakingunbelieveable!!!!!!!
Yeah, PMR results came out today. I didn't sleep much last night. I was nervous, and I had visions of me passing out or throwing up while waiting to collect my results.
It's so freaking insane, I tell you. I was scared to death when my class teacher passed me my result slip. I shut my eyes, and got a huge shock when I opened my eyes. I rubbed my eyes again, and it was true!
*BM- A
*English- A
*Maths- B
*Science- A
*History- A
*Geography- A
*KH- A
6As and 1B!! Tears started rolling down my cheeks. I jumped and squeled and nearly strangled hugged Shauna and sis. I was thankful and happy that I get 6As. I've never get so many As in my life before, seriously!
I wasn't even a tad bit dissapointed in myself. Now, I'm not ashamed to state this in public. I'm NOT good in Maths, literally. I'm not lying. Since I was Form 2, I have Cs and Ds for Maths. Well, if I'm lucky, I'll get a B. It's not that it's too difficult, it's just that I can't get it instantly and I tend to give up when I can't solve questions. Aaaaaaaaaand I failed Maths for my mid-terms this year. But I realized that it wasn't too late to work harder and do more exercise before the big day arrives. I even restrained myself from crying to keep my positive spirits high. And it worked! I'm telling you this honestly: DON'T EVER LET YOUR HOPES DOWN AND BREAK DOWN ON THE EXAM DAYS ITSELF. Yes, I kinda find it true. I cried and I had negative thoughts during my UPSR days. That explains why I only got 3As and 2Bs.
I know there's a lot of people who didn't do well this time. But anyways, congratulations! No matter what you get, it's just numbers and grades. No big deal. You did your best, so be proud of yourself cause you've worked your butts off for this stupid major exam. :)
To Ainaa and Vanes (whom I saw was dissapointed); don't feel bad, alright? You did your best. Feel better, okay? (:
P.S: Jie, although you only got 5As, don't feel dissapointed. Mom and Dad may be comparing and stuff, but I know you're thisclose to get A for BM and History. Anyways, I'll probably pass out if you get A for History, no offence. xD It's not a really big deal for me that I got 6As this time. Well, it'll matter a lot when it's SPM.
Wait patiently for Singapore Trip [Day 2], coming out soon! ;)
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The heart has to move on. But I'm not too sure about that.