Heartbreaks and Love Songs.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Awesome Weekend.

I went sales-shopping last Saturday.

Ain't it cool? xD

Actually, we were suppose to watch "The Dark Knight" on Saturday night, but the front row seats are the only ones left. So, we bought Sunday's 2.30 pm tickets. Went shopping at Billabong after having dinner. I bought these...

White sunglasses and a new blue pencil box.

Me and my new white sunglasses. :)

Wheeee!!!!!!! I own a pair of sunglasses now. xP I love sales-shopping. The sunglasses that I bought is only RM 59 after 70% discount. It's totally awesome!!

So on Sunday, I watched "The Dark Knight" along with my parents and sis. The movie is awesome. If you haven't watched it yet, go watch it!! It's really worth watching, I tell you. Heath Ledger did an awsome job playing as Joker. And OMG, Christian Bale is sizzling H-O-T!!!

The Dark Knight.

Christian Bale as Batman/Bruce Wayne.

Heath Ledger as Joker.

Aaron Eckhart as Harvey Dent.

Maggie Gyllenhaal as Racheal Dawes.

Gary Oldman as Lt. James Gordon.

Micheal Caine as Alfred Pennyworth.

Just here to update about my weekend. Gotta run. Need to do some revision.

I turned around, but you were not the one calling my name.

Sometimes, life is worthwhile when you get to have a look at something that catches your eyes.

Like the candle, I'm all alone in the dark.

Kevin drives while Joe sits beside him and Nick sits at the back. :)

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Boy, I'm drowning in your love.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Self-Confidence

I had a very meaningful chat with Shauna during Maths period today.

We chatted about lots of issues, mainly about the rights for our ownself. She told that no matter what questions that people ask you that is barely impossible to answer; just give an answer. Although it may offend that person, but at least we're just voicing out our own opinions. And she said this:

"No answer is right to any question that has no answer to it."

And she made me thought about a lot of things today as well. She made me realized that I'm a very negative person. She adviced me to not think about the bad things and just keep a positive mind. Babe, thank you so much. You're my life saver. :)

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I know my blog is kinda boring now cause it is lack of updates. I can't go online so often right now, so yeah, I'm sorry. I'll really make it up to you guys after the PMR examination. =D

I've been tagged. So, here it is...

The last person to tag you is?

May Ee and Zhen Ni. I think there's more...

What relationship of you with him/her?
May Ee: Friend. We got closer cause of librarian duties on Thursdays. =)
Zhen Ni: She's my hooligan! xD And my friend as well...

Your 5 impression towards him/her.

May Ee:

-Sweet.

-Good listener.

-A person who loves GOD.

-Fun person.

-Understanding.

Zhen Ni:

-Crazy.

-Hardworking.

-Funny.

-Full of sampat-ness.

-A good friend.

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.

May Ee: She gives me lots of advices. =)

Zhen Ni: We had been sampat together when we were hyper... xD

The most memorable words that he/she has say to you.
May Ee: There are lots...
Zhen Ni: A whole bunch of them. She blabs a lot. xP

If he/she becomes your lover, you will...

May Ee and Zhen Ni: No way!!!!!! I'm no lesbian.... -.-

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..

May Ee and Zhen Ni: NEVER WILL HAPPEN. :D

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
May Ee and Zhen Ni: No comment...

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...

May Ee and Zhen Ni: _______________________

The most desirable things to do for him/her is?
May Ee: Make her happy everyday!!!
Zhen Ni: Invade her house and turn it upside down! x)

The overall impression to him/her is...

May Ee: Truly a nice person.

Zhen Ni: Crazy and full of hyperness, and a great friend.

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Whether they like me or not, it's their decision.

The character for you for yourself is..

My Science teacher told me that 18th February babies are nice people...

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is...

I'm a lil' bit negative at times and I can't be nice to others. But I still love the way I am.

The most ideal person you want to be is?

Someone with a very kind and open heart. And woth a cheerful personality. Just like Jamie Sullivan in "A Walk To Remember".

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.

Mommy and Daddy: I truly love you guys. =)

Sis: Irritating at times, but seriously CAN'T live without you. xD

Shauna: You're my life-saver, babe. (:

Liesl: Funky monkey!!! Good listener and adviser. =D

Wei Qin: My 8-year-long best friend with a hot bod!!!! xD You're truly a good friend whenever I need to talk to someone.

(Sorry if your name is not in the list. =S)

Ten people to tag:

Tag yourself. I think lots of you have done this tag.

You're the light that make my darkness dissapear... =)

Joe Jonas. Posing like Justin Timberlake/Micheal Jackson. xD *faints*

To Ainaa and Liesl; this is a great view of Nick with his brothers at the back of him.

The Jonas brothers!!!! Nick, Joe, Kevin and Frankie. =D

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Funny how things are recently...

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Is It You?

Hey all!!! Miss me? xD

I've been away from the world of blogging these days. Well, I've been busy with homework and stuff since trials are just 3 weeks away. Gosh, I'm really not prepared for the trial exam.

I just don't understand why am I so upset recently.

Maybe I'm just PMS-ing.

Maybe it's the fact that it is difficult for me to smile because of my injury.

Maybe smiling is really hard as time passes by.

Maybe you're the answer to every question that everyone asked me.

Maybe...

There's something lying deep down in my heart.

I've been thinking a lot lately and I came across this: why can't I keep my mouth shut? Can't I just be the shy and quiet girl that I used to be? Why do I have to say words that hurt people, or make the people around me worry, or attract special attention from others? I'm angry at myself for being selfish and greedy at times. Maybe this is why I'm so emo lately.

Gah. Just let me be emo. I'll be better soon. Anyways, wrote a new song two days ago. Check it out...

The One

[Verse 1]

Going through a rough day

But when you ring me up

And asked me how I am

You're the only person

Who seemed to care for me

It made me think of you

[Chorus]
Could you be the one
Who will make me smile?
Will you make me warm
With every of your touch?
Could you be the one
Who will hold me tight
Whenever I'm scared?
Could you be the one
That I'm looking for?

[Verse 2]

Whenever I'm alone

And you're with other girls

My heart will feel a twist

Is it just jealousy

And infatuation?

I got a feeling

That I'm in love with you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I wanna hold on to your heart
And never separate from you
Cause there's something inside of you
That lets me know not to let go

Turn around, I'm calling your name

[Chorus]
Yeah, you're the one
Who makes me smile
You make me warm
With every touch
Yeah, you're the one
Who'll hold me
When I'm afraid
Yeah, you're the one
I'm looking for

I wanna... meet the JoBros personally! I'm just being random. xP

I'm starting to miss The Click Five concert on June 7. Cutie Ethan, Pretty Boy Kyle, Sexaaaay Ben, Rocker Joe and Monster Joey. :D

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Is it as simple as an infatuation?

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Ouch!!!!! Now That's What You Call "Real Pain".

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July 4 2008: Girl Got Hit By A Softball

During PE Lesson.

The girl missed the throw and the softball hit her hard on the mouth. Blood started flowing like the running tap in her mouth. Tears came rolling down on her cheeks, fast. She called for help, and one of her friend brought her to the canteen to get some ice. The pain was so incredible that she couldn't hold back her tears. Back in class, she had difficulties to talk, smile, laugh or even sing. Drinking water and eating gets harder for her. Thoughts came into her mind. "Will the swell go away fast?", and, "Will my two front teeth be shaky? Oh boy, don't tell me that I need retainers!!!" She's just being paranoid, like how you will if it happens to you. Though, things got better at home. The swell wasn't that bad. Her two front teeth didn't hurt that much. But... One of her front teeth went a little bit inwards. Panic strikes her. Then, she text messaged her pal to seek for some opinions. She went off to bed after her friend reassures her that everything will be fine. She did not have a good night's sleep. She tossed and turned but she couldn't sleep. The pain in her mouth is bothering her from sleeping. Finally, when the sun was about to rise, she falls asleep. And woke up about 10 am.

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The girl is... me! Yes, surprise!!! LOL. It's really painful, as painful as a punch (or more than that) on your mouth. And I have Angelina Jolie's and Janice Dickinson's lips now. Yeah, my lips are that swollen! Well, maybe more swollen than that. And my sis said that I should appreciate my Angelina Jolie/Janice Dickinson lips cause I got their thick, smoochy lips without Botox. Ha-ha. Very good one. I'm not really appreciating it cause I could barely smile, laugh, sing and talk. I'm like an emo kid now... Oh well. I think it would get better somehow. Maybe in a few weeks time...

And I told myself yesterday not to play softball anymore (unless I'm playing with a professional player or someone who's very experienced in the sport). And for now, I'm just trying to keep myself from any other injury. Hopefully the swell on my lips will subsidise as soon as it can.

Okay, nothing really much to blog about. So yeah, all the best for my nasty injury. Take care, stay away from anything that can cause an injury and be happy!!!! Bye, everyone.

P.S: PLEASE EVERYONE, pray for Mr. Guna, who had a more serious injury than I do. I heard that he fell from the roof or ceiling while fixing something. He's still in a coma. Pray for him, and hopefully he will be awake soon.

Joe; wish you were here to hold me when I'm in so much pain yesterday. T.T Leave me alone, I think I've gone mad after I was smacked hard by a "soft"ball.

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Please, take away the pain for me...

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

You Never Knew My True Feelings.

Oh my gosh. Bad mood swings lately. Cried in class today before recess. No, it's not the pain of stomach cramps, it's... Gah. I don't know how to explain it. If you're a girl and you feel this way when you're PMS-ing; you get me, right? Feeling so frustrated these days...

Do you see how I really feel now?

I'm always sad and emo these days. I don't know why. I feel a lot of pain in me. Too many things happened. More than you could ever imagine. Probably one of my craziest year ever. I'm always wearing a fake smile on my face, showing the world that I'm alright. Believe me, if I tell you guys that I'm happy -yes, sometimes it's true- you better think twice before even believing me. Let me tell you, I bet, no one's feeling perfectly happy at this point of life. True? Cause lots of unexpected things tends to happen and in the end, someone will somehow get hurt. I'm referring this to lots of things that had happened to me, not only one, okay? And I've been expressing my feelings through songwriting this year. It's a cool way to express your feelings. You should try it someday if you have not. So, yeah. That's all I wanna blab about today.

The blogger you knew. She also loves Cookie Monster. Spot the shirt and the toy. Hee.

Alright. Back to the girl you knew. Been writing lots of songs this year. Here's my latest song titled "Where Are You". Hope you'll like it. :)

Where Are You

[Verse]

As I tripped on the pathway
The world seemed to fall apart

I'm trapped in total darkness
Boy, please come to my rescue

[Chorus]

Where are you

When I need to feel your warmth?

Where are you

When my tears need to be wiped?

Where are you

When I need you to be my secret keeper?

Where are you, babe?
I need you right now

[Verse]
Sitting alone in the dark
Whispering your name softly
No more games of hide-and-seek
Please babe, come to my rescue

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Save me from the darkness

Bring me home to you

Come to my rescue

Be my hero today

[Chorus]

That's all from me today. Oh, wait...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,

GAN JAY HAN!!!!!!!!

My best buddy since I was five. Friends for 10 years and counting on. =) Rock on, dude!!!!

Ciao, peeps. Update soon. Keep reading my blog and send in those messages in my Cbox. Take care. Bye!!!!

Super random me? This pic was took by a "paparazzi" in my house. Go figure.

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I'm really falling for you. Shit.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

I Will Survive.

Hey all. :)

Been busy and all lately. So yeah, an update!

UEFA Euro 2008 has ended. And, of course, a team becomes the champion. I bet most of you knows which team is the champion... SPAIN!!!!!! Woooohooooo!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks to Fernando Torres who scored on the 33rd minute, the game remains 1-0 'til the end. Weeeeeeeeeeee...

Fernando Torres, you rock and you're H-O-T!!!!!!!!!!

A taste of victory after 44 years.

And Charity Night... It was a bomb! Well, except for the food catered by Kelana Seafood. All the performances were awesome. Shifted to May Ee's table halfway through the dinner. Talked to her about lots of stuff. Thanks, May Ee, for hearing out what I wanna say. :) You're a sweetheart. And yes, camwhored a lot! Here are the pics...

My ticket for the dinner. RM 100 seat with the number 0035.

What I wore for the night. :) Thanks Shauna for lending me your cardigan.

Me. Shauna. =P

Me. Beatrice.

Me. May Ee.

Me. Yune-Lynn.

Me. Callie.

Me. Jun Yi.

Me. Jun Wei.

Me. Wei Qin, my best friend for 8 years. :D

Me. Elaine.

Me. Guo Hao.

Me. Justin.

Me. Hock Im, the punk/rocker dude.

Me. Rushan.

Me. Qayyum, who claims himself as Joe Jonas. *cough, cough*

Me. Yee Fung.

Me. Abby. Welcome home, Abby!!!!!

Me. Li Teng.

Me. Julia.

Me. Vanes. Shing Yin.

Me. Jian.

Went book-shopping last Sunday at Sunway Pyramid. Oh, and went shopping as well. As in, real shopping. Went back home with lots of shopping bags. Shopping was heaven with my parents (well, cause I don't need to pay for the things I bought).

Had a long talk with Liesl during Monday's assembly. Thanks for hearing me blabbing for that long 35 minutes of assembly. Really appriciate it. =)

Too many things happen this year. So many more that you could ever imagine, and I mean it. Trying to keep myself as happy as possible. Gotta run. Tired. Will blog soon. Bye. =)

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